[She's quiet for a little longer, mostly out of filtering the convesation.]

I just.. well. I like Jake a lot, and I don't doubt that Dirk also likes him like that. Jake is ridiculously just.. goofy and a charmer and does all these little things that just leave me swooning in my shoes. The.. idea that he wouldn't choose me just makes me feel very sad and that maybe if I was more girly or something. Maybe that would have been enough?

I mean, I obviously can't be more like Dirk.